“The Way You Made Me Feel” by Chloe

i hate you and you make me sick now

but i loved you and you made me feel good

you disgust me and you make me feel small now

but i loved you and you made me feel larger than life

i loathe you and your face makes me cry now

but i loved you and you made me smile

you kill me and i wish you were dead now

but i loved you and you made me feel so alive

you hurt me and you scare me now

but i loved you and you made me feel safe

see i hate all the things that you make me feel now

cause i remember the things that you made me feel then

then i felt happy, safe, and alive

now i feel small, i feel sick, sad, and scared

i loved you and you made me feel safe

but you hurt me and you scare me now

i loved you and you made me feel so alive

but you kill me and i wish you were dead now

i loved you and you made me smile

but i loathe you and your face makes me cry now

i loved you and you made me feel larger than life

but you disgust me and you make me feel small now

i loved you and you made me feel good

but i hate you and you make me sick now

-Chloe

Related

  • When Sexual Violence Happens in Your Friend Group

    It can be really difficult when a friend discloses to us that another friend has…

    Learn More abouthttps://survivors.org/when-sexual-violence-happens-in-your-friend-group/

  • Halloween Can Be Difficult For Survivors of Sexual Violence

    Every survivor is different, and for some survivors, Halloween may just be another holiday. For…

    Learn More abouthttps://survivors.org/halloween-can-be-difficult-for-survivors-of-sexual-violence/

  • Why Do People Victim-Blame?

    To victim-blame is to explicitly state or imply that the person who experienced a crime…

    Learn More abouthttps://survivors.org/why-do-people-victim-blame/